it all started when dad gave a call at night,when im watching the television.
asking me why i didn’t join kak ida and kak ani to aus birthday celebration.
i was like “huh?celebration?when?”
and he answered they just finished celebrating
OMG!what’s wrong with them?
then,i started to msged kak ani saying that “asal pegy umah mak celebrate birthday aus kat umah mak tk bilang?hine sgt ke muke ni smpai kak ida tk nk tngok?”
i was frustrated and at the same time feeling upset.
why they didint tell me anything?
then.kak ani reply saying”aku pun tk tau.they just call me and asked me to come.so i did.eh,yg kau nk bising2 ngan aku ni knape?msg kak ida ar trus.tk buang current.knw whr is ur manners sal”
WTF .DOES SHE KNOW HOW TO READ?
after that i msged kak ida asking why.
what i get in reply was,vulgarities(frm kak ani) and kak ida’s only reply was(though i sent her a few different msges) “kau tau manners ke kau da lupe?know your manners”
ok what i sent her was “why you didnt tell me you and the rest celebrate birthday?hine sgt ke nk bilang?”
is it too much?way too much?
actually kak ani msged me alot,but i cant remember,just can’t be bothered to remember or keep in my inbox.
she called me,asking what’s my problem towards her and asking why now i ask for her+ kak ida..
hello..come on..before this its the same,you and kak ida simply cant be bothered about me.even before i got to know norfi(fuck u!)
and abg fhirzan msged me,told me that “nobody is looking down at anyone.if u feel that way,there is nothing we can do.u cantell this to whoever is concerned-abg fhirzan”
is he trying to help or not?cause it doesnt hep at all..
i asked him”i just wanna knw why,and she did not reply my msges since the day that i came down to ur house..”
he rplied,”i told her not to reply..”
WTF!!!!
And i reply”ok.then tell me why..
he reply again”1st of all,let me emphasize that nobody is looking down on anybody.but each individual has thier own mindset and thoughts.to u maybe doing a particular thing is ok..but to kak ia is not ok.so who is right or who is wrong?the answer is NOBODY as like i said evrybody has their own views.so conflict will arise if both individualcannot reach a compromise.so to resolve this conflict i told kak ida to mind her own business as i dont want to get her stressed anymore.i think she tried her best.”
is he trying to break us up??!GTH!
i repled”well said thanks.won’t disturb her again and don’t invite me if u dont wish”
abg izan reply”of cause its well said.coz i have to o thru the pain seeing her stress again and during pregnancy.u may see me or her smile but that’s only on the surface”
hah!whatever…..
there’s a few morw msges that abg izan sent me but i just cant be bothere to reply to those cant be bothered about me..
so now..i only know mom,dad,me etc,exclude kak ida n aabg izan n “my beloved sister-kak ani”
ok..now u know the story..
i warn u,dont u dare to msg them anymore,because I DON’T KNOW THEM!
I HAVE YOU NW,U CAN MAKE ME HAPPY.U CAN GUIDE ME.ALL I NEED IS U NOW..
IM SORRY IF I SHOUT AT U ETC..IM SORRY..
LOVE U..